seeing his enjoyment in taking your control…..

seeing his enjoyment in taking your control…..Mm.m……..


Are you able to burn those bridges and move on?

Burning bridges. 0r Ruminations ? obsessions (that’s _me_))

My Travels with Depression

This week’s writing class assignment is to randomly select a writing prompt from a book, Imageor something.  Then write for at least 5 minutes your response to the chosen words. 

At the beginning of our writing group, each member received a “Recovery College” writing pad.  On the top of each page, there is a quote.  The page I am onto now has this quote at the top. 

“May the Bridges I burn light the Way”

That quote will be my writing prompt.  .  This is my five minutes of rambling and hopefully I might learn how to burn some bridges.

ImageBurning bridges/letting go is evidently not my strong point.  I hang onto day-to-day disputes/mishaps and then obsessively ruminate over them for days, sometimes weeks.  I exhaust myself with the mental torture and I neglect my life by being caught up in so much internal drama.  

Is that part of…

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It’s a Shame /\ coUlda-Been : ‘a niCe aPPreciation’

~»2013-0503 10:04 a REmindER of – {what will neVer haPPen}

    ~& it’s a Shame!
    [ was SO eXcited ]

;;;;;» (( F00Lish~me….thought YoU •MEANT• it….))


Kicking-Up mY heels *weeKend! {WØW}

*a PROUD ~mommy~ ! KicKing-UP my heels* this WeekEnd + Monday ! …(05/18-05/20, 2013) “;{)

    Nat. Geo. asked: “IF you could BE – any North American WILD animal??” – Tweet –
    (( I would wanna BE: ¤ wild & Free mare, Mariah ¤ on Pryor Mountain WILD HORSE RanGe !! ))

|| Thank you*, Cloud Foundation, for my “borrowing” of YOUR photo’s *SentiMent* ! {I dunno of ANY other 1 ~ that could Answer “Nat. Geo’s Question”!? } ||

WoW–Cool, inSpiring post for Readers + Writers! {esp. 4 thOse / “hiDDen * Poets” \ amongst us!} “Blogger Profile: Poet & Author Kellie Elmore”

Blogger Profile: Poet and Author Kellie Elmore.

    WoW–Cool, inSpiring post for Readers + Writers!
    {esp. 4 thOse / “hiDDen * Poets” \ amongst us!}. . .

LOTs of Ideas & How-2’s, plus inspiring READs (& links) ~ to B00T !

yet aNOther VooDoo “NoN-sensical” low-tecH day?

& ALL this while,
~we thoUGHt~ these “strUGgling” American companies…..wanted to:
\ uh uh /make $$ & KEEP customers” ???

    but~~» APParentLY ~n0t~ ! `;[

surely, surely – there is S0me0ne /\ s0meWhere
wh0 CAN FIGURE-0uT s0meWay? ~ for the Oldest “smartphone” maker +AND+ the Oldest “flash Video” encoders ~ to PLAY (niceLy) together?!
{plUS} PROvide actual sSserViceSss….4 us, THE ~Ƈustomers~???

    can ya Hear the *future* 0r the -paSt- callin’ to ya??,
    BlackBerry & Adobe FLASHplayer?

Just saYin’ ….
N0 video , N0 aCCess , N0 news , N0Nsense
= N0 repeat Purchase$ (either) …..

    Ŀ♡√Ɛ, from “Sick’n’Tired of paying 4 a STUPID~’smart’phone”!

(((((O, yeah — & “buy-American”…)))))

IF oNly – HEAT?? |Can “unbecoming” act as VERB? 0r 0nly AdjectIve?| (how) cAn 0nE “BE-come”«–this ?|


    is wh0 ~
    I’ve ~beComE~ ?
    |cAn 0nE “BE-come” «–this ?|
    |can 0ne UN~beCoMe ~it?alSo?|
    t h i s
    IS «now»
    my ~so~called~
    …. ?

|that’s – it | ?
| that’s – all | ?

    I thought ~
    I * h e a r d
    ?_ me_? SAY …..
    ///// ~~ηєνєя ƒσяgєт тнαт ℓ̓є–Χ α мιяα¢ℓє~~ \\\\

¿ was that* _me_?

    {{and, Is “unbecoming” a VERB, as well??

~•~ 0r
sTr!cTly an ADJECTIVE! //stuck~In•time•-as~is??\\
I wønder…..}}

IF =HeaT= fInALLy~??? \geez/\@_@/

IF =HeaT= fInALLy~??? \geez/\@_@/

(\ /)
(> )>
VV noTe:: this [post] was prepared for mid~December* 2012…{& §AT here__“pending” alOne}

/¿?\ n0netheLe§§ ~ these
P Ø N D E R I Ñ Gz remain•…. …..



IMmensely ThankFUL: a Mommy’s thoughts » to a Daddy! ;(}

so IMmensely ThankFUL~¤ :
a Mommy’s thoughts » to her old ¤kinDred~SpiRit¤ ;(}

    ÷÷ ON an INcomprehensibly EVIL Day ….
    {full of Babies* being~muRdered?!?}


Twitpic: “Pedo mellon a Mino!”

Twitpic – Share photos and videos on Twitter.

at my doorstep:
“””Pedo Mellon a Mino “”””
((Speak – Friend – and Enter!))

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÷} All {frienDly} soUls ~ are WELCOME ~ here !

twitpics LOST EVERY 1 of 16-17 tweets on Twitter during Radio interview!!!!!!!!

Twitpic – Share photos and videos on Twitter.

(((From tweets I {°thot I} posted……during R.T.Fitch interview… with Marti Oakley TruthSquad radio 8-10 p.m. on 9/13))))
grrrrrr!!!!!!!!! NOT 1 OF MY WORDS ‡posted‡--0NLY THE PICS????????????????

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What I’m wishing: (108 Days ago!!-)

What I’m wishing:

via What I’m wishing:.

What I'm wishing: on Twitpic

and thank God, the Great Creator, & Ilúvatar too ≈∞≈√he did Great!!-… EvenTuALLy… .[but it was “touch-n-go” for quite a while ~°:{ …]

mY 2 LoVes reLaXing (C&O train 2 Disney!)

you’ve NeVer been ♦–to DISNEY–
You GO ∞≈with≈A≈6★year-old≈∞ “PrinCess”
–> M°a*G^!C*a°L ♥ JoUrNeY! ! ;D inDeed.

—-> it Was::: June 2,1996

{yet Séémz~like~∞~YeSter♥Day} … °¢÷}


post~~never forget that Life–IS a Miracle~~

SUNday¤ statement »^“~±¤“^« from Cat~thots: “theRe Shålt-Be.. “n0 M0VinG!” ..duRing ä Cat~NåP ! ”

¤-SuNday-¤-statement »^“~±~“^« from~Cat~thots:
 “ theRe shÅlt-bE..
n0 M0ving !” ..duRing ä Cat~Nãp !

(Aug 26 2012)


 –Original Message–»

From ”:-j Firefly! & MinIon »^”¤±¤”^«
 + To ¶:} Jn(b~j).
 + To }:€ Dad.
 + To ¥:^* Mom.
 + To. d:-) Bro’.
 + To. •£;~» ….§ñãKe!
 + To. q;!] J-Ladd.

 +- + – + ¤_¤ + – + – +

• Subject: {Sunday-statement »^“~±~“^« from~Min-€at !}

 “ This* = where Minion currently is, Lol. –
 He fell asleep
.. Guess he didN‘t *like* -∞-
that I Move my leg?? Haha. ;} idk ~ but it’s cute…. ”

– – * – – ¤_¤ – – * – –

toMinIon & Firefly!

Sent: Aug 26, 2012 15:02

Re: I SAID, “n0 M0ving!!”

 LmaO! ;D it’s*~PriCeLe$$!


{ ♥ I beLIEve~~

‘Master’ Min-cat*»^“¤±¤“^« …is
s0mehøw “ab•SorB•in•g” the SpeCiaLest* perSonaLity traits* <~~>from ¥our ∞
 Mala-*-khitty !? } ~

(just as -∞–our S.p.e.l.l.i.n.g.-*-D.O.G. «did»
from «~ grAND ole’ *Murphy♥) ??   ¶’•¡•|”π≈”

??? ≈ ?°:-}.

post~~never forget that Life–IS a Miracle~~

kN0w what TOday is?? (It involve§ “TRUTH”, s§orry) -to-the-Ða$tarðl¥-§ñãKê»

kN0w what TOday is??

It i$ –>

Aug 19, 2012 12:27

W♥W….dear §ñãKe, …((TRUTH / HoneSty / LiStening / All & aNy~thing…)) <~~
§$uRe~N0t where Y≈O≈U are CoMiñg –from” ∞
(ñ0r GOinñgg), i§ it? ???
Søundz like an åLterñåTe WØrlD ≈to U≈, huh??


but–gee! T00 ~B.A.D.~ that She just ♠≈coUld~N0t≈ beLIEve
All those ‡”ReD FlaGzzzz”‡ …
About ≈≈≈≈≈÷> Y•O•U??(s00n enough)????

\\\\\\\\ nope, U Have NeVer SEEN≈ •M•A•D•!! ♦… /////// ∞~still

post~~never forget that Life–IS a Miracle~~

Apr 04, 2012 00:10 √22nd b-day: ends… to J/KT/KC! *this SONG makes me Cry* 4 HER beauty!)

Sister Golden-hair Surprise”! {by America }

—»just √sitting in apt lot«—
(on Whirly-Girl ‘s  22nd b-day)

To *:€ my Red ¤ Knight!
To *:0 KC
To @;°} my miraculous daughter

Apr 4, 2012 00:10
* & “Sister Golden-hair Surprise”!
{by ~America~ } playing* ∞ ∞ ∞

& makes me Cry 😥 —>
for ¤ Whirly-Girl ‘s BEAUTY!

sister golden hair surprise ! (4 KT)~≈~≈~≈~≈~≈~∞

Sister Golden Hair is performed by ★America ★-∞


*Our ≈blue-eyed~∞~Golden~Hair≈ SuPr!se ★

America – ♥Sister Golden Hair lyrics

♪Well I tried to make it Sunday, but I got so damn depressed
That I set my sights on Monday and I got myself undressed
   I ain’t ready for the altar but I do agree there’s times
                  …When a woman sure can be a friend of mine

Well, I keep on thinkin’ ’bout you, …Sister Golden Hair surprise
And I just can’t live without you; can’t you see it in my eyes?
I been one poor correspondent, and I been…. too, too hard to find
     But it doesn’t mean … you ain’t been on my mind

Will you meet me in the middle, will you meet me in the air?
Will you love me just a little, just enough to show you care?
Well I tried to fake it, I don’t mind sayin’,
I just can’t make it

Well, I keep on thinkin’ ’bout you, Sister Golden Hair surprise

And I just can’t live without you;… can’t you see it in my eyes?
Now I been one poor correspondent,  and I been…. too, too hard to find
… But it doesn’t mean -… you ain’t been on my mind

Will you meet me in the middle, will you meet me in the air?
Will you love me just a little, just enough to show you care?

Well I tried to fake it, I don’t mind sayin’,
               I just can’t make it

Doo wop doo wop…..

Msg  To ‘:^¤ my daughter ∞~{the “golden-hair Surprise “! }~∞
Apr 4, 2012 01:06 a.m.

     » Good¤Night, ∞~^Fire°fly^~∞   ♥



»  ≈have≈ the very ¤ SweeetTt-est ≈of ¤ Dreams !  !     ;D

+ a BIG ({♣}) HUG ~from your mommy~ …… (LoL!)

Jul 02, 2012 (GOT a msg from -d.o.g. & mala-khitty) … “guess U-2 have some-thing 2 SAY !?”

*-MMS-*-TO. Firefly!
Sent: Monday, July 2, 2012 … a message … from our d.o.g. & mala-khitty… ;D


okay ~d.o.g. & mala-khitty~ ! 0ut with it?

¤~guess U-2 have s0mething 2 Say! ?!? 2012/06/27 08:14 a.m.

{{hey! listen 2’s M!o*r!n*!*n•g – ~C~ }}

Very ¥-few TREEs ♣ eVer – have an ADVOCATE!…(because..??..)

Most TREEs † have. (8`^£. ~Enemies...
–>because T≈R≈E≈E~S are

¥-large, … ∞a£i!ve, … ♠strong, … Old~in~¢~*Wisdom


/// n0t ≈tameAble≈, n0r easilyKilled!) …


∞~Very Few* ¥- T≈R≈E≈Es ¥-(ever)
Have °an √ADVOCATE~∞ ” ? !


•theW!cKedW!nded»super•DERECHO»of 6/29, \\√”claimed” a ¥^-±#x». fr*iend.…//

    //a $$tr!ke//t00 close-2-h¤me//
~10' circ.*Tree* of W!CKedW!ND»»ch¤pped•d¤wn»at Strongest Point! on 6/29 8 pm \r.i.p./ my friend :(

~10′ circ.*Tree* of W!CKedW!ND»»ch¤pped•d¤wn»at Strongest Point! on 6/29 8 pm \r.i.p./ my friend 😦

So- *that was a Super★Derecho?! Eastern U.S. ‡ swelters ‡ with Freakish heat wave, power outages, ★Super Derechos★

~10' circ.*Tree* of W!CKedW!ND»»ch¤pped•d¤wn»at Strongest Point! on 6/29 8 pm \r.i.p./ my friend :(

~10′ circ.*Tree* of W!CKedW!ND»»ch¤pped•d¤wn»at Strongest Point! on 6/29 8 pm \r.i.p./ my friend 😦

¢—>>>sooooooo…..*that Crazy★, Nutso★ “event” -of Friday eve. !! ::: was a SuperDERECHO?!!?
“”””geez! °,÷{{ ≈≈AbSOlutely – = the FR*EA*K!EST “Storm” 0r “W≈I≈N≈D”…that I’ve eVver seen- ∞~0r-Felt~∞!!? W♥W!

(((Eastern U.S. swelters with heat wave, power outages)))
Mon, 2nd Jul 2012 10:03 PM
WASHINGTON (Reuters) –
Relentless heat gripped much of ~ eastern United States for a 4th straight day on Monday, with ≈ 2.1 million homes & businesses ♠with0ut power♠ after violent storms & soaring temperatures killed at least 18 people.

Power companies warned it could take several days to restore electricity completely in some areas as much of U.S. sweltered in a heat wave.
*288 temperature records were set nationwide on Sunday!
Above-normal temperatures will *continue to affect a large portion of country from ~ northern Plains to ~ Mid-Atlantic over ♣ next few♣ days,” National Weather Service said.
Many areas will see temperatures from 90° Fahrenheit to > than 100° (37.7° C), it said in a statement.
**Excessive heat warnings* & *advisories remained over much of –mid-Mississippi Valley& southern states.
Severe ★ thunderstorms were possible in Kentucky & Missouri, + in ~north-central states, weather agency said.
Emergencies* were declared in Maryland, Ohio, Virginia, West Virginia, & Washington because of damage from …


rare ♦ “super derecho” storm ♦packing hurricane-force winds across a 700-★mile (1,100 kilometer) stretch from – Midwest to – Atlantic Ocean.!!

~2.1 million homes & businesses from Illinois to New Jersey were still with0ut power, with biggest concentration in Washington area.
& With power lines down across region, U.S. gov’t told federal workers in Washington area they could take “unscheduled leave” or “work from home” on Mon–Tue.

2 of largest property insurers, USAA & Nationwide, said they’ve received over 12,000 claims in total from weekend storms. Most for house damage. The storms capped a costly June for insurers, already facing losses of @ least $1 billion from a hailstorm that ripped through Dallas, TX.

Thunderstorms & high winds battered eastern North Carolina on Sunday afternoon, causing 3 more deaths on top of @ least 15 from deadly storms & heat in several states.

93,000 Commonwealth Edison customers in northeastern Illinois were with0ut power from powerful storms that brought wind gusts of up to 90 mph.

Utilities in Ohio, Virginia, & Maryland described damage to their power grids as •catastrophic•.

FirstEnergy utilities in states from Ohio to New Jersey had ≈252,000 customers with0ut power.
Pepco, which serves Washington & much of its suburbs in Maryland & Virginia, reported ≈229,000 customers with0ut power.
Baltimore Gas & Electric said ≈213,000 customers remained affected. Almost 1,200 utility workers from 12 states & Canada are helping restore power (or are on their way) to central Maryland, the company said.

–» Storms killed 6 people in Virginia & left more than 1 million customers with0ut power.
2 people were killed in Maryland, officials said.

A falling tree killed 2*cousins, aged 2 & 7, in New Jersey.
Heat was blamed for deaths of 2*brothers, ages 3 & 5, in Tennessee who had been playing! outside in temperatures reaching 105° (41 C).
St. Louis, MO reported 3 heat-related deaths over the weekend. All were elderly & had air conditioners not in use.

    —»AccuWeather, a weather forecaster, said ♦ the “super derecho” storm♦ that caused ~ widespread damage had •raced ★700 miles from northern Indiana to the Atlantic coast in 12 hours.!!
    A ♦derechoSpanish for “straight” – is a ♦long-lasting wind storm ♦that accompanies fast-moving thunderstorms / showers, AccuWeather said. ….

The most powerful derechos are called ★super derechos,” ★ described by AccuWeather as aland hurricane.”

(Reporting by Bruce Olsen in St. Louis, Karen Brooks in Austin, Texas, Alex Dobuzinskis in Los Angeles, Paul Thomasch in New York, Susan Guyett in Indianapolis, Tim Ghianni in Nashville, Jane Sutton in Miami, Alistair Bull in Washington.; Editing by Eric Beech & Christopher Wilson)

my Last dream, I ~think (I ~thought) I ~saw: meteors. O n0! said t00 much (again)

O-n0! melted-ice-cream...\lost 4 eVer/

O-n0! melted-ice-cream…\lost 4 eVer/

I ~think (I ~thought) I ~saw
O-n0! I’ve said..t00 Mu€h
-_- – I set it up – -_-

(but. that was Just a ~dream, 0nly a d r e a m )

«{NO! melted-ice-cream…Jul 2, 2012 17:55 _ moon’s-day, after appt # 3_ }»

–÷€—÷€—-| my Last dream

    | @ 2:30 was | of a –»meteor belt shower–» (n0t) | f*all*ing s*ta*rs | more- (like on star+wars)- I was IN it | small, Big, tiny, hUGe | glowing ((orbs)) | straight At me | I became t00 \exhausted/ | to ~duck | so- they •pelt•ed• me | ev’ry where | then -i-saw
    -what they were … | ^wadded up^words ((flying)) | shiny foils -that ★spelled | ¤~£ife~¤ | & | “”T.I.M.E””

. . . when I was •hit•

post~~never forget that Life–IS a Miracle~~


Mala-khitty ~wonders~ “what about our D.O.G.!?”

Mala-khitty ~wonders~ 20120625-2313

Mala-khitty ~wonders~ 20120625-2313

¤~¢at thoughts~¤
“(as •bad as I hate• 2 admit it….) ^±^°
≈what about our S p e l l I n g D.O.G. ???” ……
Sent: jun 26 00:13 …

Oh, yes— & K.m.a.n.* appears to have “survived” ^¤^
(he says, thanks 4 asking) AND that Degreaser/Cleaner Co. Called me this morning…{somewhat reassuring (tho’ rep. had n0 clue what she was ‘talkin’ about’;
& totally apologetic abt their *lame website; Mainly cuz I threatened 2 SUE them!}
* she’s sending both hard copy & email of MSDS sheets about the “chemicals contained”…& I Made her send it to Vet office, too -@ her “expense” <;[
[1st suggested I take My copy TO them? NO, no, I don’t Think so!? ]


post~~never forget that Life–IS a Miracle~~


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